The running and other physical activities are going to be on hold for some time, so I suppose I should concentrate on the more creative things on my list.
The worst thing about all this is that I feel so depressed about it, I keep bursting into tears, and I can't exactly run and hide in my room. I feel totally helpless and want my life back, even if its the boring one I have lived for the last 7 years. Karma, God or whoever obviously wanted to make a point!