3 weeks to go.
This is my attempt at finding something positive about turning 30. I admit that for some completely illogical reason this birthday is making me uncomfortable. It is like a big black cloud over my head, thick and opressive. I know my birthday is just another day, the moment the clock ticks past the anniversary of my birth (incidentally this was 10.45pm) I am a second older and the world will not magically change, I will not become more wrinkled, less fertile, less able to loose weight just because I have been on the planet for exactly 30 years. But damn it doesn't make it any less scary!
I want to try and record the everyday happenings of one year of my life, I hope to include photos (not promising any of me) and words of wisdom. I would like to have something to look back at and say turning 30 wasn't that bad; or if it is hell, lets face it disasters make much better reading.
